and i asked god

what should i do ?

and she said Be

so i said and after that ?

and she said Do

and i said What ?

and she said

Whatever You Goddam Like

My Wild Precious

Miraculous

Darling

i pray:
mother unfurl my fingers
one then one
where they cling
koala to the eucalyp
let me to remember myself
astounding
pure as awareness
no inner no outer
dancing in space
other side of time

she say (laughing):
that mother she you

i am the belonging
and you are the humbling
the secret honey of our union
slides down god’s thighs
shows us home

the need is
to align my cells
each one yes
then Yes Yes
to your vibration
or i die
the slow death
of new shoes
and more love
the slow death
of human

when I am not with you
entirely
i go ballistic
stark raving
upside down and freak
the fuck out
which is why I need to be with you
inside of you
outside of you
all of my bells
heart throat belly
sounding You out
all of the time

i go into the spacious
as everywhere else
anywhere in the small
in the concepts
in the i will
and the he didn’t
hurts